kelley long

看着镜子里的自己，比起两年前真的有了不少的改变。真的感叹岁月不留人啊！近几年来，不但令我对爱情这个字有了改观，也令我对男人这字有了不一样的看法。也验证了没有不吃鱼的猫这句话。看着许多夫妻，因为一方另结新欢而闹家变，心里真的很不好受。甚至对男人失去了信心。听许多少妇说，男人除非一世都没财发，要不就一定会很花心。一有了钱不少年轻貌美的女人就会黏过去，要没事发生简直是没可能。所以男人不怕不帅，只怕不发财(那些靠样貌的明星除外)。而女人呢？外表就十分的重要。为了美这个字，不少女人去整容。为的就是想要洗掉岁月在她们面上留下的痕迹。纤体更变了一种潮流。但瘦就真的是美吗？有次看了一个女人的近照，是个只有26，27岁的女人，虽然已经化了不少装，但眼角的一丝丝线条还是清楚可见。想是因为她太瘦了吧。

对于保养，真的很佩服台湾人。不但面蛋好看，身材也很棒。近来也十分的喜欢一个台湾女艺人。不是林志玲，不是蔡依林，也不是杨丞琳，而是一个平凡样貌的蓝心湄。她最令我叹为观止的是有着纤细的手腿和前凸后翘的身材，身材比例也真的太好了。佩服，佩服！！

对我而言，美这字似乎就十分的不一样。最重要是要有自己的个性。永远比谁都更爱自己。这样才能显得你跟别人的不一样。

Deepavali, I suppose to have date. But some people ffk me. And I push away other date because of the earlier date.Make me have to stay at home alone. Lonely.. So, what can I do.. Open my friendster and read my old blog. And found that, once I am an active blogger. I like to write blog to express myself. I believe all my friend will know I seldom express my feeling in my daily life. All I express is my mood. You can see my depressed look but no one will know what had happened except in my blog.

Recently, my life getting simple. Everyday work, home, yamcha, shopping, movie, sing k, travel and clubbing once in a while. But, sometimes, I will find myself lost my track. I am not living the life that I desire. The main problem is I dunno what I want and what I need in my life. And how to make my life not simple. I know it’s the time for me to move to another stage of my life, but I havnt found the key to open the door to the next stage. So I keep on wait behind the door and bore. I am hibernate right now, although I know I should take some action to bring myself pass through this stage. Or maybe I am waiting someone to show me where the key is or even open the door for me. Is this what I want?