kelley long

Everyone said I always write something deep in my blog, it’s because of I am too pessimisitc or my life is that complicated. I am kinda tire recently, trying to figure out wat I really want and wat really suit me. These few years, my life keep changing. From club to stable then back to club and now uncertain. I do wish that I can have some normal life right now. Find a suitable job for myself, connected back with my primary, secondary, college’s mate and all my friends. My wish for 2007 is to have more close female friends. I no longer wish to become the center attraction of those guys. My attitude had created a lot of problem for myself and it’s enough. Kelley, pls stay cool. You will be alrite soon.

Stepped into 2007.. Everything seems to be fine and going smooth. What I expect is what i get, but deep inside me, I very understand that all this is just an illusion. I suppose to be happy, but I know I m not that lucky. I still remember last year, you and I and her. We are so near and yet too far. I have lot of hope and yet too much disappointment. What u told me yesterday, no matter it’s a joke or you are serious, I m really happy to hear that. Yet i know I am not that lucky. Me too expecting little…